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Hey boys and girls! I get a lot of requests for that original book I published about 16 years ago
about the Business. Over the years I’ve written a great deal for a variety of places on the Internet about all this stuff and about a year ago we started assembling it into the next “e-Book” that we’re about to release in our up and coming “e-Book How to Series” that will be published both in print and as an Audio book series.
Just hang in there until you get to the end and it gets interesting after the mumbo jumbo is established.
Here are a few excerpts from one of the more thought provoking chapters:
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ON EMOTIONS and Evolution:

An emotion is a mental and physiological state associated with a wide variety of associated feelings, thoughts and behaviors. It is a prime determinant of the sense of subjective well-being and plays a key role in all human experiences as a means of communicating our experiences to each other. As a result of this generality, the subject has been explored, expressed and tabulated in many, if not all of the human sciences and art forms but has yet to be properly classified or typified in such a fashion that it is universally accepted as the standard of measure that all can agree on being representative of all peoples beliefs. In the absence of such, progress is virtually non existent in the fields of “neuro medicine” where it is most needed for the treatment of neurotics/addiction so they can establish a means of living life on terms that conforms to societies “rules” for normalcy-without dependence upon medication. So far, the medical and religious communities have failed.

There is much controversy concerning how emotions are defined and classified so we’ll attempt to shed some light on its nature, origins and USE as a means of coming to terms with this thing we often hear referred to as “the human condition” and mastering them so you can experience true freedom possibly for the first time ever. The process “our people” here at Fantasys undergoes is unlike anything that I’ve encountered in the world and the techniques that I use are a direct result of my life experiences working here at Fantasys both as an Escort Agency owner as well as a very flawed man with an abundance of character defects. My exploits (excesses!) are well chronicled in the news periodicals at the public level however what isn’t apparent is the very private struggles I endured on this journey to overcome my “human condition” with its assortment of common tribulations. At key times they were so unbearable that I cannot publicly disclose the exact extremes that I endured, or did. It isn’t “socially acceptable” and they weren’t always in the realm of “legal”. In the interest of self preservation and good taste we’ll keep those out of this and focus on the methods I employed to overcome them, excel and experience “emotional freedom”.

Distinguishing feelings from emotions, where feeling refers to the subjective experience of the emotion is entirely dependent upon the value-or-definition we’ve assigned to it. We give credence to more intense ones that have been anchored by events such as trauma, or falling in love for example..some mistakenly believe that emotions occur unconsciously, and as such that emotion is a more general phenomenon than its subjective feeling ones. It is a common fallacy that un-enlightened souls choose to accept and its terribly unfortunate because the results inevitably lead to the “victim” beliefs rather than simply accepting THE FACT that there really are only about 5-7 BASIC human emotions and those are intrinsically inherent at birth but yet undefined by labels until we get older. We view them with curiosity until we’ve learned to “label” them and assign a value to them over time as desirable or undesirable.

At various points we label these feelings/emotions with a recognizable name that we learn from our role-models (parents) and slowly begin to falsely believe that we have no power over them. A pity. The enlightened soul recognizes that an ACTION-either on our part-or another’s-is necessary to activate the feelings and accessing them is merely a matter of “knowing yourself”. The simplest thing we can do is to PAY ATTENTION to ourselves, our days, our moments (thats what life is after all- a series of moments that culminates in a given amount of time-and we call it “a day”. “Memories” are the result) and WHAT WE’VE DECIDED it means.<–That’s the basis we build upon and carry virtually for the rest of our lives so in truth you discover that we aren’t powerless at all when we experience emotions. Something is the “trigger” for each and every one and some value has been created BY US at various times thru out our lives and over time we build upon the RESULTS and say to ourselves “thats what this feeling means”. Association. Results ARE our truth. Repetition IS our proof for making the connection and it becomes the basis for a belief system.

Feelings may also falsely refer to the Physiological Experience of bodily changes. Physiology is the combination of “posturing” or “feelings” and respiratory functions going on at any given moment based upon the outside stimulus/condition. The body always does what the MIND believes because its a soldier that carries out orders. “The eyes see what the mind believes” and “we attract what we practice”. It does not distinguish fact from fancy or fiction or truth or even lies and has no “morality” of its own accord. The subconscious is merely a drone recording events and carrying out orders that are filtered down by the conscious reactive mind (sometimes called the critical consciousness) down to the unconscious “non-subjective” mind repetitively (or non-critical mind). Our conscious reactive-or subjective mind is constantly and instantaneously referring to memory of past events for validation of beliefs and uses that reference point for creating “predictability” (what is most likely to happen in this circumstance based upon my previous experiences? ) and reacts accordingly. As it should. The “odds” are, whats most likely to happen WILL based upon the path or past events in similar situations with this person. We program ourselves (* but rarely DE-program!), our beliefs, and our subconscious by repetition. Repetitive, on-going thoughts, actions, re-actions. It’s an “inside job” and it ALWAYS begins and resides entirely within US. We are the programmers and its fantastically powerful and damn near all inclusive as it turns out. Virtually omnipotent for long periods of time. Our beliefs are so powerful that “real reality” (as observed by a group in comparison studies for instance) can be completely dismissed and our perceptions will be inserted and what we see is completely different from what the test group witnessed because “the EYES SEE what the MIND EXPECTS.” Expectations are Powerful! Generally, what we expect-(we) tends to manifest and be realized, becomes most real-reality. Most often it does turn out that way, wouldn’t you agree? The mind BELIEVES what it WANTS it TO BE rather than What Is. Still reality, just yours. Not necessarily untrue, just YOURS. Rarely does the average human being accept that all life is “What Is” at any given moment. Most often its more like “It Is ????” something entirely subjective to our expectations based upon our beliefs.

A more general category of ‘affective states‘ that produce physiological reactions is the basis for EFFECTIVE MOTIVATIONAL STATES that encourage us to react rather than FEELINGS because they are separate and different but humans have a terrible habit of believing that they are the same things when they aren’t at all. That is a very important distinction to always remember if you’re ever to become a self-realized actualized free person. They’re both very real. It occurs because each one just so happens to produce either: an Action or a RE-action from us and we change what we’re doing to satiate the desire and that validates our beliefs Circle of Repetition” that anchors us to limiting beliefs and behaviors. Habits designed to serve an outcome. Again, over time from repetition, we begin believing that the “truth” for us is the Reality we assigned to it rather than the motivation that produced it initially. Osmosis easily obscures the real truth so PLEASE distinguish the differences in your day to to day activities. “Know thyself”, the cycles of habits and beliefs that are binding you to this lifestyle so you can break away and discover the next chapter of your life. We’ll cover the procedure further on. definitions are a basic set of 5-7 commonly accepted emotions that we all possess and work from. In time we label associative physiological states to states of mind that we falsely label as “feelings”. Whereas affective states can also include emotion-related phenomena such as pleasure and pain, motivational states like hunger or curiosity, moods, dispositions and characteristic attitudes that really should be recognized for what they are and differentiated as

What pearls of wisdom do I have to share with my peers after 26 years in this business? * NEVER second guess yourself and Don’t Abuse the platform that’s been given to you just because you’re an icon in your particular industry. You have earned the right to be in this place, in this position of potential because You Are You. “I am what I am”. Unique only in the sense that by decisions and circumstance you have amassed an array of experiences and resulting realizations that birthed beliefs and potential capabilities that make you uniquely qualified to carry out certain tasks that could have a terrific and wonderful impact on a number of other peoples futures. Just like a President or a Martin Luther King, Gandhi, a Pope, an Author or a Playwright, Mother Theresa, or an Actor. Even a Stalin, a Kadafi, a Hussein, an al Qaeda leader or a Hitler, or even the owner of an Escort Community. They didn’t have to be evil dictators. They had great potential for good. They made poor and sometimes devastating personal choices that wreaked havoc upon untold millions. Selfish, self-centered, self-serving evil choices rather than the selfless ones that would have ennobled them as icons of human goodness and sincerity that would have helped many of their people in the human experience. I am a great believer in goodness, purpose and Christian charity in all of its guises. The beginning of Self actualization and THAT my friends will change the world as you know it!.

The beginning of your real purpose in the Earth is right there in that moment of realization and choice. You always have a choice of course. It could easily be said that your real life begins at that moment of realization and everything else before now was part of a long journey just to arrive here! At least that’s how it felt to me for the briefest of moments. After much soul searching I realized that everything was necessary in my life to that point because we are being prepared by life/the Universe/GOD/(take your pick), for a greater purpose later down the road. It’s a choice to accept or reject day by day and even moment to moment at times and if you make the right choices you will most likely enjoy an immensely rewarding life rich in happiness, joy, purpose, passion and affluence. (as well as Influence). All things that our society terms as success and probably GOD too, if you’ll allow me a bit of journalistic presumption. Choose poorly and most likely it will be quite the opposite because we are going AGAINST our real intended purpose for being and ultimately its always in Love and Service that we discover our true happiness and “reason for being”. “Do what you love and the money will follow”. <–Just make certain to add a Marketing Plan drawn up by a genius! LOL!

Go against the grain, ignore the OBVIOUS, refuse to Evolve, adapt and change and the results are inevitable. Usually these unfortunate souls struggle through their sorry excuse for a life with periodic stints with destitution, unhappiness, joylessness, indifference, confusion and LOTS OF FEAR and PITY. They are easy to recognize because they are the talented ANGRY people we frequently encounter in our journeys. These are probably the demons mentioned in the Old Testament stories by the way. They aren’t really demons from hell ding-dong but they sure as hell represent a great many attributes associated with one…..LOL! Pity them from a distance and STEER CLEAR because misery loves company and they will suck the life out of you. Not to mention your victories and future finances! A personal altruism that comes with acceptance of the reality you find yourself in, along with the people you’ll encounter along the way. Wolves in sheep clothing or angels in disguise, sometimes it is very difficult to discern. I recommend merely stepping back and looking at the results of their lives and everything you need to know about them is there in black and white then because “they will be known by their works”. They can profess a lot of “flower-dy” bullshit or heavenly goodness but they cannot change the results. “Truth can ONLY be proven by Results” friend.

I hate a bully and I see the potential bully in myself and refuse to give that “entity” validation-I recommend the same to you if only to avoid a lifetime of constant humiliation’s. Increased self awareness and outer awareness is a result of enlightenment and to the casual observer it appears that you have a superior I.Q. than the average person (actually intellect and its different from I.Q.) and at times an impulse to use it AGAINST others will come as well. It comes with the territory, be aware BEFORE hand-prepare for it and PLEASE DO NOT exploit it nor aggrandize yourself or laud yourself over others because that’s arrogant and is very distasteful any way you measure it plus it kills the joy in having it when you use it for something negative. The opportunities to create something great from the circumstances you find yourself in will happen weekly if you make the correct empowering choices that will serve the Greater good (for all). You can extend this empowering habit into a lifetime practice if you wish…. highly recommended! That peculiar bent that we humans have for destruction is one every individual must come to terms with. It’s a bit like having a good angel on one shoulder and a bad one on the other. Each one does its best to influence us to a path that serves completely different purposes. When viewed that plainly our proper choices usually become more obvious. Or do they? How do you know when its FEAR Pushing you, EGOISM enticing you or GOODNESS Pulling you? Or something not as obvious like our ego-centricities and character defects. You know, those petty, childish demands for recognition or validation derived from our selfishness for things we haven’t earned. “In your patience possess ye your soul”. You can always recognize them If You Want To by the very nature for what it is: If something in you is demanding recognition-It’s the “bad angel” (E.asingG.odO.ut) and once we have actually accomplished something, anything at all, we begin to outgrow the need for validation in that area because you achieve what was missing by the act of DOING it in the first place. Therefore a demand is just that, a self-esteem deficient demand that we haven’t earned and that makes you a thief. “he that enters any other way is as a robber and a thief”. If there is a “devil”, its our ego. That god-awful part of the human experience that demands the position of a God without the work, wisdom or sacrifice. You know, the theme in Jurassic Park and the human genome project that is working toward cellular manipulation of GOD’S handi-work because we refuse to accept HIS WILL…and play God ourselves…

I’ve earned my place as an “Icon” in this industry and gracefully accepted it-eventually. However I assure you all that it wasn’t a quick acceptance! Initially I felt quite vulnerable with the stark realization that I was now a part of history and everything I did at the public level was being recorded forever as a contributor to the past history is some other persons future destiny. Obviously you’ve earned your place or this wouldn’t even be a conscious thought or a possibility that occurs. What began as a fleeting thought becomes a NAGGING thought, but once it does the impact is tremendous. The ability to choose your own life CONDITIONS is a very exciting, very empowering one to realize. Future Memories. Wow. Everyone has the opportunity but few rarely take the time to think it through completely, plan a cool life full of love, adventure, happiness, affluence, joy? Most are content to ride along and accept whatever comes down the pike at face value and give very little thought to their real futures. Too bad because this is the juice of life and its so darn cool and is a major reason we’re all here in the first place. This opportunity to choose the life that you want to recall someday. How freakin’ cool is That?!

In our relationships we probably have our first hint of PURPOSE. The all important Ideals really count, Character really counts, taking real Risks count, its at the heart of our individual destinies and in the end you discover GOD as a result of your own very personal life decisions. Both the good ones as well as the poor ones that were selfish. In the final analysis you’ll probably realize that the nature of mankind and YOUR personal nature is the very reason this God thing makes such a huge impact because nothing screams failure/success so much as the humbling experience of Results From Our Decisions. No one can be credited nor blamed for any result that comes as a result of our direct life decisions made at any given moment. It’s All A Choice at some time in our lives. What am I going to do long term? What am I planning to experience? What am I here for? What is this all about? What’s really important to me? What memories do I want to take with me? What feelings? How much money do I want? What Kind of person do I want to be? What Quality of daily life do I want to have? What, what, what? Decisions and distinctions make ALL of the difference in answering those questions.

My spiritual beliefs are the greatest influence on me personally today-rather than some person. “And truth, truth is immutable, AND arguable! ” Mine is at this moment and is subject to change again-and probably will again in time! My “truths” and spiritual beliefs became deeply ingrained once I accepted my role in life/The Business and began practicing empowering habits that I designed to serve my personality type (covered in depth in another chapter) so that I almost don’t seem to have a choice it in the matter anymore. But of course I still do moment to moment and when they stop working I’ll simply challenge them, pay attention to the Results, pay heed to that “small still inner voice” when musing/praying and proceed from there virtually seamless-as it’s intended to be. That nonsense about “starting over” is such bullshit. MOVE FORWARD damnit so you don’t repeat the past or re-visit it!!

In a very real sense my spiritual beliefs and resulting conscience have become my guiding force on a daily basis and for that I am deeply grateful because once again it has brought me so much more GOOD stuff that never would’ve come otherwise with those old, rigorous beliefs that got me to a point and only that-a point, they could not sustain me into the next chapters of my life without it being merely another REPEAT of where Id already visited, it was a time for letting go and “letting GOD” for me and I did, finally. They wouldn’t have allowed me to move on if I remained staunch in my former beliefs because there were sacrifices along the way that I just wouldn’t have made. ‘Happenstance” made it easy once I accepted my place in life. Meaning, my place in this business serving “my people”. I happen to believe that all things serve a greater purpose collectively as well as individually obviously because I’ll preach or teach it on any given Sunday, or opportunity that I’m given.

Existentialism? If you’re more comfortable accepting that terminology then have at it. I like a deeper one: Self Realization. Today’s generation of “me-me’s” will identify with Empowerment. Synergy, or a cognitive realization of the association of all things being the sum total of all existence (collective thought-collective experience) and therefore We Are All An Integral Part of OUR World. Order (stability of predictability), Balance (structure and symmetry in nature), Completion, (totality and closure). “Oh what wondrous gifts HE hath bestowed upon us”!

Consciously or un-consciously every human being must experience the hierarchy of 7 basic needs at some point in their lives. I.e. “Maslow’s Hierarchy of 7 Human Needs”. I “chose” this business to discover mine. (perhaps this life chose Me-I’m not always certain!) How we choose to process our experiences determines MOST of the future opportunities we’ll have presented to us. What meanings we assign to these experiences determines which one of our basic human needs is being served and how often we’ll continue to encounter them repetitively in our lifetime.

What’s great about us humans is one of our most divine gifts, that being Free Will of course. Still another being our ability to rationalize, to discern experience and what it means to us personally and to our futures. To determine beforehand what our course of action is to be. We have that over the animal kingdom, over the mineral kingdom, over the amoeba, even over the Angels in Heaven if you happen to subscribe to that doctrine-everything imaginable in our world we have potential dominion over and superiority to. All of that by its nature implies Free Will, the top of the food chain insomuch as gifts go. SO, as a human, we have the greatest gift being the Gift Of Life, the animator of our earth born body being a Soul, the ability to choose our own particular movements (or Destinies-which produces a Fate that combines all of the Attributes, Choices and Actions), recall (memory), then the less explainable ones such as hope, desire (Latin for “Of the Father”), the need to procreate and propagate the species (sex baby!), sustenance (eat-drink and be merry!), the desire to know (curiosity), a need to understand (to rationalize our experiences into some tenet of significance. Really meaning that we want to believe that everything that happens To Us serves an important purpose in some way), a need for individualism (significance-in the old school way of saying things but todays people do not relate to that old world word very well any longer), we Crave things today because we’re more complicated than our ancestors. (but not more intelligent) This is History doggonit and we finally have something that the old farts didn’t have-enough of recorded history in the information age that sets US apart from them because now we can personally communicate with our so called “enemies” and we’re seeing that they aren’t our enemies at all-its our fucking corrupt elected LEADERS that are the enemies! This is a First in the Entire Human Experience and THAT precipice makes this “generation” completely unique from any other time in the annals of history of modern mankind. We are disillusioned with our leaders-not unique at all. Too damn Human. We Are Dissatisfied with existence in a manner that was never this apparent before now so this age is unique in the chronicles of human evolution. What isn’t unique is our very stupid un-divine habits for self-edification to the extreme for personal glory-recognition, PROFIT, enslavement of our fellow man-”I’m going to get mine” attitude, selfish-self centerdness (the ME (Y) generation in all its glory), abuse of all that is good (GOD given gifts) and right (selflessness and the desire for our peers to share in our personal blessings-sharing bountiful tidings). And brother, its about time.

Anyone that is a “specialist” is about to become extinct and quick. We must be flexible and evolve in all ways. History is rife with specialists that became extinct because they either refused to evolve and Adapt (like the Native American Indians-they just needed Sun Tzu!) or could not because “nature” only gave them limited tools to exist with-which were perfect for their existing circumstances. (which kind of implies that they had a time clock for existence in the first place) “All things have a season”….like our human predecessors that We Evolved from for example. Emotional, intellectual, physical and even financial evolution is a necessity and in order to continue having the will to live WE MUST accept and embrace that incontrovertible fact. Evolution of all things abounds in nature and IS the NATURE of all creation and when it comes to nature who the hell can rebuke mother nature Or her “husband”, GOD? Don’t bother fighting a doomed battle.

If you’re willing to let go of the past, to let go of everything that once made sense and recognize that everything has a season and a reason but seasons pass and when its time to move into the next significant time in your life it will become obvious, painfully so when you attempt to ignore it, so its a time for letting go and the only way to step into the next phase of your “life” is through a door of faith that requires letting go of a belief system that worked in the past-but isn’t about to any longer-and will not sustain you in the next one (evolution of the species is a REQUIREMENT for survival of the fittest). “When I was a child I played with a child’s toys but now I am a man and I put away childs toys”, etc…be flexible and malleable in life and you’ll stay in her good graces! Evolution is everywhere you look. It’s part of HIS plan and HIS Will shall be done in spite of our best efforts to tell HIM to kiss our ass! LOL! Good thing that HE has an abundance of Un-human like tolerance and unconditional love. Try it a couple of times and you’ll agree with me. Just remember to laugh at your own antics along the way, it helps heal your pride when the unlocked door everyone else is walking through won’t open for you….you get the point.

Scientifically speaking, humans can “think” on four levels ­ with feelings, beliefs, facts and ideas. In a perfect world, people would process experience using all four methods. But many people limit themselves to the lower levels-like only “feelings” or beliefs, and therefore cannot relate or even join the full human adventure. It’s easy to intellectually comprehend the 7 needs of human experience, but not understanding them intrinsically at an altruistic level can be downright risky. If we don’t understand this idea, we become stuck in the lower levels and never even realize the higher levels exist and THAT IS a requirement for being here after all, otherwise we don’t fulfill our intended purpose.

For example, there are many people who adopt fixed beliefs early in life, rooted as it were, become intellectually lazy and then insist that Their beliefs are all one needs in life. Some of them even spend their lives desperately trying to convert other people to their belief system for validation (you know-the fanatics and ones that can’t be still-or alone), instead of moving on to the higher levels of experience. This arrested development of evolution usually leads to alcoholism and drug addiction, neurosis, (which becomes psychosis) etc. As we advance through the levels of human experience to its fuller meanings, we’ll recapitulate the development of human intelligence itself and maybe, if we’re lucky, we’ll find a chink in OUR idea of self, existence and possibly even suspect that there may be a flaw in our own intelligent “beliefs”. IF you’re lucky. “Blessed are the meek for they will inherit the Earth” and that other kick ass one is apropos as well: “Forgive them Father for they know not what they do”. For me it’s something more like, “Bound by ignorance and chained by pride, they make foolhardy presumptions and know not that they are lost”. <–That’s original and its Mine but you can use it! LOL!

* * In the Beginning * *

Our ancestors could only experience physiological urges, then intangible emotions. Being curious creatures it was probably a lot like witnessing a child discovering some fantastical toy. Searching for a means of conveying their experiences to one another pre-modern “man” produced sounds which eventually became syllables, syllables became became words. Words were a means of communicating desire and thought, an established and accepted early belief system of agreeance. They developed beliefs, rituals, habits, etc, always discerning Reactions and Movement In Nature and How It Effected us and how We Affected it (notice the distinction in those two words please). At that point in human development we began attaining discernible intellect. Symbolism probably came into being as a result of Individualistic personalities emerging to distinguish us from each other-or tribe to tribe. Noting that all creatures great and small-vegetation included-had a season and a ritual of sorts that repeated itself repetitiously and could be predicted or expected to re-occur periodically when nature cooled the atmosphere off or heated it up (seasons). This gave us predictability AND expectations to anticipate. All part of a grand plan by a grand Master designer (call IT what you wish because its merely a label that describes the One God-known by any name). As individuals, each of us repeats this same developmental process today­ quite naturally as nature intended it, and very simply put,-if we become demanding and continue to fail to pay attention to our surroundings we will remain rooted where we are and the simplest of natural selection FAILS us-we do not EVOLVE when we fail to pay attention to our surroundings. How much more simply can I state that? WHEN WE FAIL TO PAY ATTENTION TO OUR SURROUNDINGS WE ARE NOT LIVING AS WE WERE INTENDED AND WE ARE GOING AGAINST NATURE AND WE HAVE FAILED TO FULFILL OUR PURPOSE FOR BEING. The caveman did a better job at “being human” than many modern humans!” To thine own self be true”.

“In life, the most simple of answers is usually the truth you seek”. Survival of the fittest was achieved quite simply by evolution of self to adapt to our surroundings to achieve a goal that we desired. Maybe to eat…or whatever. What happened to us as a species since then to retard our growth as the supreme beings to inhabit this Earthly paradise? As a species as a whole we got arrogant, lazy and demanding and forgot our spiritual heritage as CREATED beings by a higher intelligence. “And he made Man is HIS own image” We’ve become “too human.” Being made in HIS image is a metaphor AND an altruistic truth. The “In HIS image” means the Soul that animates this Earthly body that we evolved Out Of is a Spiritual Creation possessing all of the Attributes Of The Creator that we were patterned after but only in infancy and not in maturity. We must learn to use them correctly, however we cannot in a very real sense be an EQUAL to the Creator-a Peer without the Wisdom and THATS attained here in the Earth lifetime to lifetime from successive reincarnations learning spiritual maturity from naturally occurring mistakes. the “fall from grace” began like a demanding child of ours that insisted on being the Parent rather than the child and refusing to evolve (school) under the tutelage of its “Mother” (nature/Earth) and “Father” (yeah, THAT guy, GOD). Is it any wonder then that we became separated from “The Source”, ran away from “home” and ignored the obvious grumblings (our surroundings-Earth-Nature-etc)? Maybe shame (which is really pride “pride falleth first”) kept us from humbling ourselves and returning home to our loving parents and finishing our schooling. Who knows. We DO know that over the centuries we have drifted further from The Source and repeated our predecessors/parents/forefathers mistakes and are in danger of losing the very place we currently call home-Earth altogether. You may think that you’ve been led here to this book to learn a new vocation, overcome your ego-centricities and you’d be partially right but don’t think for a moment that its THE ONLY reason you were led here! You have a purpose that suits YOU perfectly, that you chose on your own because you were dissatisfied with your present life and you’re now discovering that you can have everything that you’ve ever dreamed and it will serve a higher collective purpose plus you still have an individual purpose at the same time. You’ve suddenly realized that all of the open doors along the way were in a real sense sheparding you into a fantastic place that is turning out to be a greater thing you could ever imagine for yourself and its EXACTLY what you REALLY wanted all along.
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